They come home this week. I know I can't avoid them forever. But I don't want to see them right now. I have been hurt to much to pretend that now they're home all is well. I don't want to become reattached just to be excluded, ignored, and uninvited. I know I am being silly, Jacob used to be my best friend, but things change...people change. I am not the same person either. I don't know when they come home, I hear Tuesday through Saturday. The following week I am leaving on vacation until the 8th. That means I just need to avoid them until thanksgiving. I will deal with them after my vacation. Like I said,I can't avoid them forever.
